THE LIFE OF HMS7

[HMS7]

my days
4:00am
i woke up to my friend txting me about his gf then at 5 my bro comes in and wants to play my games
7:00am
starts school work (im homeschooled yay)

12:00pm
eats a shitty lunch i mean shitty

3:00pm
finishes school work and leaves for work(a 9hr shift)

1:00am
gets home and sleeps

thats my day and why im not on like i used to be
on friday i dont get home till 2 on saturday its 3
so i have a busy day
i dont have internet any more so im on maybe once a week now soo
sorry for me

[HMS7]

om off to tuesday and wednesday and sunday

[HMS7]

yes got to go bye

[HMS7]

im back im useing the internet at my moms work

[HMS7]

ok i kno i have not updated my blog for a while because of no internet and stuff
oct 20th
its payday yay had to buy  string for my guitars lol go thru a pack of staring a mothn not good
tomorrow is my friends burfday so i have to give her some money like 20
AND thrusday is karinas burthday given her 40 for hers lol busy day
i get internet tomorrow so thats good yay
Post Merge: October 21, 2009, 01:28:32 PM
oct 21srt
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yay i gopt internet to day so YAY
LOL I have to work tonite so boo that

[HMS7]

OCT 22
karina birthday lol it was fun she did not come to work
lol fell and was almost knocked out pain

[HMS7]

tues day
27th
woke up at 7 and got on line to rp wit mic and shadow26
lol then at one had to leave for work lol
inspection day so i was workin my ass off tryin to imprese the inspector
worked till 12 just got home so yeah long day

[Chaos Swissroll]

Lol, you actually pay people instead of giving presents.

[HMS7]

i dont kno what they want lol

oct 28
i have to back track to 2 days ago

oct 26
me and draco were txtin and i said i wanted to die so we started to talk about that so i now kno she is my friend YAY lol i has new friends lol

oct 27
it was shit i was off so i did nothing but be online all day
i mean all day from 6 am to 2 am
lol

oct 28 nothing happened yet day just started yay

[Chaos Swissroll]

Too bad, your friends never tell you what they like? 

[HMS7]

Too bad, your friends never tell you what they like? 

i kno right so i just give them 40 $ us dollars

[HMS7]

nov 9
i came back and i missed everyone
i must never leave again
the reason i left was i had stuff to do(get back with my gf and guitar lessons)
now im back and here to stay again
Post Merge: November 10, 2009, 10:58:11 AM
yester day was sad
i was at work and i listened to blur (zebrahead) and i started crying as it got to the bridge
i couldnt stoping cryin for 2 hrs i was cryin
i sound lkie a baby right now
im not anyones buddy im a loner so please dont call me buddy or pal or friend

[Chaos Swissroll]

oh dude don't cry crying doesn't make you better

[HMS7]

yeah i know lol'

[Chaos Swissroll]

good that u knew lol or else i'll have to call you crybaby XD

[HMS7]

good that u knew lol or else i'll have to call you crybaby XD

i dont care anyway it dont matter to me

today nov 17
me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care
back up some days
one day this week i dreamed i killed my friends and family and then i killed my self i drove a knife in my heart and died
but when i woke up i send my friends the dream in a txt and they said they loved me and they would be hurt if they kno i died or was going to kill myself and the did nothing(they are lesbians)

[Zero Insanity]

i dont care anyway it dont matter to me

today nov 17
me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care
back up some days
one day this week i dreamed i killed my friends and family and then i killed my self i drove a knife in my heart and died
but when i woke up i send my friends the dream in a txt and they said they loved me and they would be hurt if they kno i died or was going to kill myself and the did nothing(they are lesbians)

That's some crazy shit dawg, tho I had a very similar dream to that except I didn't kill my friends... They killed me.

[HMS7]

yes it is lol

[LunarShadow]

That's some crazy shit dawg, tho I had a very similar dream to that except I didn't kill my friends... They killed me.

Ouch....

[HMS7]

That's some crazy shit dawg, tho I had a very similar dream to that except I didn't kill my friends... They killed me.

ouch thats rough

[Chaos Swissroll]

i dont care anyway it dont matter to me

today nov 17
me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care
back up some days
one day this week i dreamed i killed my friends and family and then i killed my self i drove a knife in my heart and died
but when i woke up i send my friends the dream in a txt and they said they loved me and they would be hurt if they kno i died or was going to kill myself and the did nothing(they are lesbians)

That part made me laugh , and that dream is some terrible crap.

[HMS7]

good to know that u think my life is funny
jk

[Chaos Swissroll]

good to know that u think my life is funny
jk

No, I never meant that but I meant that part "fuck a tree" was funny since she got no -beep- she cannot -beep-

[HMS7]

lo funny

[HMS7]

ok from today on i may be off a while im getting sick again
and i need to focus on my school work and get my songs right
so laters

[HMS7]

ok im back

12-11-09
today has been shit so far
lisa is tryin to kill herself again for the 4th fucking time
i cant stop her again i need help
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!PLEASE
-starts to cry-

[Gamerdude]

did you ask her whats wrong?

[HMS7]

did you ask her whats wrong?

i did she is gin to she hear theprayist to day right now

[Fiamonder]

me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care

Thats.. 

[HMS7]

Thats.. 

lol
thats was one mad day lol

[EchidnaPower]

Hmmm, the life of HMS7...that's...interesting.

[HMS7]

Hmmm, the life of HMS7...that's...interesting.

lol thank you EP

[Fiamonder]

No updates so far?

[HMS7]

ok jan 11 2010
i lost my gf .....she was cheating on me for 2 weeks...then i got another one...her feelings are messed up.....so im looking for a new gf....again..for the 6th time in 3 months....

[Fiamonder]

Ouch. That's harsh. Im sorry to hear that, HMS.

[Dracoslythe]

Aw, I'm sorry to hear.
It's terrible really.
Like I said.
Relationships are bullshit.
You think you have the perfect one, oh joy, I'm in love, blah blah, until they find someone who's cuter, nicer, whatever, than you.  It's worse long distance.
It all blows to hell,
you move on
then the cycle repeats.
It's even that way with marriages.
Very rarely is there "love"
"Love" is a word that's been fakely tossed around so much, it's lost it's meaning.

I've found myself saying relationships are a waste of time.
To be honest, I feel more happier/free when I'm single.
What's really in a relationship, arm candy?  The right to say "yeah, I got a girlfriend/boyfriend?"
Really.


Sorry if I didn't help, but I felt like it was time to put my two cents in there.

[EchidnaPower]

ok jan 11 2010
i lost my gf .....she was cheating on me for 2 weeks...then i got another one...her feelings are messed up.....so im looking for a new gf....again..for the 6th time in 3 months....

I'm sorry man. But I promise that God has a reason, and he'll make it work for your benefit. Just like in the story of Joseph.

[Chaos Swissroll]

Why not get a girlfriend when you are actually an adult?By then, people are more mature and the girls you meet wouldn't be like the ones that cheat on you.

[HMS7]

Aw, I'm sorry to hear.
It's terrible really.
Like I said.
Relationships are bullshit.
You think you have the perfect one, oh joy, I'm in love, blah blah, until they find someone who's cuter, nicer, whatever, than you.  It's worse long distance.
It all blows to hell,
you move on
then the cycle repeats.
It's even that way with marriages.
Very rarely is there "love"
"Love" is a word that's been fakely tossed around so much, it's lost it's meaning.

I've found myself saying relationships are a waste of time.
To be honest, I feel more happier/free when I'm single.
What's really in a relationship, arm candy?  The right to say "yeah, I got a girlfriend/boyfriend?"
Really.


Sorry if I didn't help, but I felt like it was time to put my two cents in there.

by all fucking means draco...you didnt hurt me..noone can....im just hit the point to where any amount of words dont hurt....i had people call me on the phone and cuss me out for an hr..one girl lost her phone for a month becuz she cussed me so hard..i might as well go back to where love meant nothing
love to me was
meaning less
blank
viod
empty
hollow
it meant nothing.....

jan 12

ok so im updating this blog thing today
yesterday my friend kelsie(i cheated on lisa with her)try to kill herself ....she cut open her arm.....she went to the hospital.......i feel like im the one who caused it all to happen..so mayb i hould ust leave the world alone....everything is against me
everyone is gonna kill me now

ok three days ago
i cut my arm 27 times with my knife and i made a deal with satan..if cat dont love me like she used to he can have my soul
well i got 12 hrs left and she still dont love me like that anymore...so im losing my soul....i'll be having so much fun in hell after tonight later guys..

[EchidnaPower]

Not again man, come on!

[HMS7]

Not again man, come on!

it was a mistake....satan came to me after i cut my arm and he said ur soul is beaten and broken and dead
and i said
if cat cant fix my broken heart and beaten soul then in 3 days you can have it
he said...see u in three days

[EchidnaPower]

it was a mistake....satan came to me after i cut my arm and he said ur soul is beaten and broken and dead
and i said
if cat cant fix my broken heart and beaten soul then in 3 days you can have it
he said...see u in three days

Let me just ask this. Who has the power to fix souls? A cat, or God?

[HMS7]

Let me just ask this. Who has the power to fix souls? A cat, or God?

God...but cat is catlin's nick name ><
but i knew God could fix my soul but cat can heal my broken heart

[EchidnaPower]

God...but cat is catlin's nick name ><
but i knew God could fix my soul but cat can heal my broken heart

Here, I want you to watch this. It's funny, but there's truth in it. Don't ignore it.

[ChaosDazer]

 Stop being so down. Right now you just seem like your seeking attention. I feel for you with how your life has gone recently, but you need to stay and look at the bright side, y'know?

[HMS7]

Here, I want you to watch this. It's funny, but there's truth in it. Don't ignore it.

rofl yeah it is true

Stop being so down. Right now you just seem like your seeking attention. I feel for you with how your life has gone recently, but you need to stay and look at the bright side, y'know?

yeah i know what u mean
mayb i should ust go back to how i was last year
love meaning nothing

[ChaosDazer]

Just try and look at the good side.
Positive-There are many more Woman
Positive-Your free, and now your able to get back on your feet

[HMS7]

Just try and look at the good side.
Positive-There are many more Woman
Positive-Your free, and now your able to get back on your feet

yeah but....everytime i date a girl....they cheat on me becuz im to fucking clingy..i told cat in one hr..i loved her 10 times

[EchidnaPower]

Love doesn't mean nothing, but maybe you should put it on hold until you can handle it. There's something I read recently. When your emotions dictate everything in your relationship, it'll most likely fail. You need to use your brain too. True love is when you care deeply for the welfare of the other person. When you base the relationship on how you feel, it's called romantic love, and romantic love isn't made for the stress that comes with a true relationship. True love is.

[HMS7]

Love doesn't mean nothing, but maybe you should put it on hold until you can handle it. There's something I read recently. When your emotions dictate everything in your relationship, it'll most likely fail. You need to use your brain too. True love is when you care deeply for the welfare of the other person. When you base the relationship on how you feel, it's called romantic love, and romantic love isn't made for the stress that comes with a true relationship. True love is.

thats why everyone says im too clingy...becuz i care to much...but cat is the same way...seh cares about me so much its not funny...we can tell when the other is hurting even when we are 40 miles apart

[EchidnaPower]

thats why everyone says im too clingy...becuz i care to much...but cat is the same way...seh cares about me so much its not funny...we can tell when the other is hurting even when we are 40 miles apart

Then stick by her. She doesn't think you're too clingy. But take it slowly. One mistake that guys make is that they go too fast. You smother the flame so much, it dies out. Let it glow.

[ChaosDazer]

Dude please, stop being so Melodramtic!
Your down right now which is why your thinking this. Your only a teenager, it's not like your a 30 year old who has been in a relationship for 10 years.

[HMS7]

Then stick by her. She doesn't think you're too clingy. But take it slowly. One mistake that guys make is that they go too fast. You smother the flame so much, it dies out. Let it glow.

im tryin to...she told me she wants someone who is clingy that way she can always be told i love you and i miss you and she knows i mean it

Dude please, stop being so Melodramtic!
Your down right now which is why your thinking this. Your only a teenager, it's not like your a 30 year old who has been in a relationship for 10 years.

wat dat mean

[EchidnaPower]

Then try something in the middle. Keep in touch, but don't be next to her every moment. Group dates are extremely effective, and one-on-one dates should be kept short and casual. And whatever you do, don't be a prayer partner with her. I know I said the opposite with Lisa, but that was a mistake on my part. I'm sorry.

[HMS7]

Then try something in the middle. Keep in touch, but don't be next to her every moment. Group dates are extremely effective, and one-on-one dates should be kept short and casual. And whatever you do, don't be a prayer partner with her. I know I said the opposite with Lisa, but that was a mistake on my part. I'm sorry.

EP its fine bro......dont worry
cat dont want me to stop being like this....she worrys about me every day..

[EchidnaPower]

EP its fine bro......dont worry
cat dont want me to stop being like this....she worrys about me every day..

Well, I'm sorry man. But if I don't get some work done, my dad will take all my electronics away. I have to go now. Good luck, and God Bless You.

[LunarShadow]

Just try and look at the good side.
Positive-There are many more Woman
Positive-Your free, and now your able to get back on your feet

So true.....

there are LOTS of women...

LOTS

[HMS7]

oook so after being gone for a long time

cat dumped me and kelsie and i are together and we love each other so im taken again yay

[Fiamonder]

oook so after being gone for a long time

cat dumped me and kelsie and i are together and we love each other so im taken again yay

Now, lets hope that you and Kelsie can be happy together <3

[HMS7]

Now, lets hope that you and Kelsie can be happy together <3

here read what she put oin my chatango account ><
i let her hack meh account and i knida hacked hers lol
on the top she put

Ello Ello,Its Kels ,hacking my hubbys profile :DD hehe i love u robert *kisses*
01/24/2010

married to Kelsie Aileen Simpkins :]]]]]

mood:loved by my one and only wifey,kelsie

and on bottom
Hey this is Kels, and im this boys wifey :DD
and any girl that trys to mess w him or take him from me,ill kick your ass or break your neck.
I am never leaving this boy and ill never hurt him. He is the sun in my morning sky and the stars in my night,i love him with every breathe i take and every beat of my heart, and ill always love him. forever and always baby -i pinky promise- hehe *kisses* well i guess imma get off here so he can get back on and talk to me
bi bi peoples

oh yeah i almost forgot to say something....oops

I LOVE YOU ROBERT LEE SIMPKINS THE 4TH!!!

<3Love always,
Kelsie Aileen Simpkins
^^your evil angel and wifey :DD

i hope she really means all that stuff ^^ <333

[Fiamonder]

Hehe, nice ^^

[HMS7]

Hehe, nice ^^

yeah i just hope she really means it